The pain will always heal,

but there's always a scar after all. 

A scar that remain there, 

could be feel always.

As time goes by,

it might fade away slowly.

No matter how, we cant assume that it doesn't happen before.

Things always happen for a reason.

And there's always a hidden story behind everything.

A beautiful lie can make u feel comfort.

but an ugly truth can make u stay away from all the fucking bullshit.

A beautiful lie can make u feel good,

but an ugly truth will cause all sort of pain.

A beautiful life can make your life better,

but an ugly truth will make your life fucking up and down.

And yea, i prefer ugly truth than beautiful lie.

I hate the sucks feeling but it's better than living in a lie. 

Sometime, it's not the matter of lie or not lie,

but the things that are hidden behind you.

No one wish to know the bad things always,

but living in a lie isn't a beautiful things.

Lie : Truth

This is always an issue.

To prevent everything happen,

be honest all the time.

Do your role well. 

Don't do something out of the limit.

Always talk to the heart,

instead of the mouth.

Be true to the heart.

That's the best way to maintain every relationships.

Between couple, friends, family etc.

I found out i'm weak in communicating with peoples.

I'm sucks in expressing myself.

Especially people who close to me.

And this is a big problem.

Maybe i shall not involve in anything,

and so i can prevent all the unwanted things happen.

There's always up and down in our life,

the point is how you going to face all the ups and downs. 

I'm not an optimist,

that's why i always complicate everything.

And i just know that i will collapse soon if things continue in this way.

 I need some strength to strengthen myself.

This sem is real important to me,

but seems like i'm ruining everything.

Feel so fuck up.

Am trying to make everything back on the right track before my final.

I must do it very well.

Cos its quite a big turning point of my life.