Monday, August 13, 2012

Thoughts

Feel like blogging in a sudden. One month passed. Being apart with the boyf for 30 days +. If you asked, am i getting use to the life without u, i would only have one answer - NO! Im not. Im not getting used to it all the time. I miss u, I miss u alot alot alot. Words cant describe how i feel. Nothing can describe my feelings. Being apart is truly difficult, especially for a super sensitive girl, like me. Imagine that you have to make urself secure all the time, in fact u are trying hard to do so. Insecure kills, it really kills. Maintaining a LDR is seriously tough, for my own perception. What u can do is all through a screen. You cant hug, you cant touch, and you cant even kiss. Sometime what you need is just a hug, but u cant get it. That  feeling is so ouchful. How long i can stand for this? I don't know...

Saturday, July 14, 2012

140712

I wanna cry.. I wanna cry out loudly.. I wanna cry as much as i could..
I feel like crying whenever i think about u..
I seriously miss u.. I seriously miss u very very very very very much..
Trying hard to hold my tears all the time..
The harder i try, the easier it falls..
Why izit so hard to get over it.. WHY...
I tried very hard..
But no matter how, i fail.........

Friday, June 22, 2012

Break.

Finally I'm done with my degree first sem :) 3 more to go. Yes its pretty long. And especially this college with stupid 18 weeks system! HateItToTheMax! :( Sighhhh gonna drag my study period. Degree ain't easy / I'm still in the Diploma level / I'm new to this environment? I guess, I guess this sem result gonna be very ugly. Hmmm. I hope i can at least score a distinction =/ But seems so hard, sigh all the coursework too low. Miracle happens? Hah i hope so ;) Neeeway, I'm already done with it and no point staying there. So' move on to my Sem-Break-Plan! :DD Lotsa Lotsa things to do on this break. Hope that i could accomplish all-of-'em! *try try* :P sometimes I'm way too lazieee HEEE! Uhh-Uhh July is cmin :( I don't want the time pass so fast! No No NO i dowan july make it forever end of June please! *tears* Hope that I would be brave and strong enough to get over it. Oh no should be I Must! Neglected my blog for almost a month. Too busy-busy I am. The following days would be as well :) Ah sem break = spending period especially this break. I have to many to-do-list! Argh who wanna sponsor me $$ ? T______T Qian Bu Gou Yong Ahh. But I'm so lazy to work freelance. Sigh lazy bug, just wanna play play play. Kay i gonna go and get a beauty sleep right now. Lack of sleep for idk how long. Gonna sleep bao bao today and everyday :) Nightiee world !

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

每一个懂爱的人


因为太爱,所以害怕失去。
因为害怕失去,就会想尽办法保护。
每一个懂爱的人,都会用尽一切来捍卫属于自给的爱情。
每一个懂爱的人,都会珍惜自己不想失去的那一个人。
这个男人,我真的很爱。
=)


Sunday, May 27, 2012

心语。


其实很害怕。。真的真的很害怕。。

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Him.








Simply Lovin' Him Muchie! :)

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Short update




One month to go before my final. Studying in this Uni is really a long journey. 18 weeks to go for a semester =/ But the good thing is we have a week break after one month classes ;) Seriously, feel that I'm still swinging all the time, not really adapt to my new Uni. I miss my previous college alot T.T Peepols there, lecturer there, teaching style etc. Personally feel that the lecturers there are way better than here. Again, students' life is all about A-S-S-I-G-N-M-E-N-T! Scratching head for one of my assignments now, no direction at all! GDI :( Don't even know where to start. Looking at all the journals, scrolling up & down and idk what i want. Owhya seems like I've neglected my blog for so long! HEEE! So busy recently :( Busy for my studies, my blogshop etc etc etc. Hope everything goes smoothly. Smooth & Steady! :P Okaies, gotta continue scrolling my journal :(

#A note to myself



:)